Interpreting dreams was a gift that God had given to Daniel the Prophet. Nobody really knows how he was able to do it. All the wise men, the religious men and spiritual men of his time were unable to interpret dreams, but only Daniel was able. When I was a child I was able to see things in the spiritual world. I saw creatures that didn’t exist! I saw places that I’d never been too. My dreams were so vivid and real; I remember experiencing them to this day nearly 40 years later. How is this possible? How can a young child, not even old enough to go to school, imagine things that he’s never seen? I’m going to chew on this a bit. May God bless all who find themselves reading this with Wisdom and Understanding.
Last night I had a dream. My dreams have been getting more and more frequent and more disturbing too. I’m not going into detail about this dream, but rather focusing on what I imagined doing at the end. Essentially I was camping with 2 other people but the 2 people were enemies, pretending to be my friend. The raised an army, destroyed my camp and killed a very special animal which I was there to protect. I became filled with rage and determined to destroy their entire army. I wanted to burn them all, I planned it out and even attempted to do it, but I could feel something holding me back.
I find myself wondering why God allows these dreams, but then I remember the times in His word where people questioned Him and things always got worse. I believe that God will take His vengeance on those people, or whatever they were. He is hurting too! But why do I need to see it? Why do I need to experience it? I know that I am made in His image. I know He is preparing me for war. But it seems like he doesn’t want me to fight. It seems like He wants to fight for me, but I want to fight too. How will this play out?
God, give me peace! Give me patience! Give me strength to forgive! I’m out of time for now, but I’m going to try and get back on here more often. God Bless!